Sunday, August 26 2012

I know I haven't visited this side of the world for a really long time. I thought I will brush up my bloging skills and give it a fresh kickstart.

For every other person I speak to on an everyday basis Sunday, August 26 2012 was such a normal Sunday but not for me. I was waiting to call a taxi and worried that I did not have any change to pay for it, after a few minutes I got one and once inside the taxi I started to chat with the taxi driver in my fake sweet voice and requested if he had change, that is when I noticed some change lying on the passenger seat next to me. Fantastic! Enough and more change to pay for my trip, the Universe had answered my prayers! Throughout the day I had been worried about something or the other and each of the items got checked off my worry list like some Worry - Solution Consultant was working on it from somewhere! I thought that was the end of it all, after having a long day at work I got inside a coffee shop nearby to get an iced tea to cool off and I get it on the house! This was my Sunday, August 26 2012! It might seem silly to some but all these little things just made my day and I couldn't ask for more.

Fate or coincidence?

There are no such things as coincidence, it also means that everything happens for a reason. So why do these unusual things happen in your life? I have wondered if it was a our thoughts that take us into that direction. Have you ever had someone calling you when you've been really missing them? Have you ever liked someone and have been afraid to confess it and your conversation takes you there unknowingly? Have you thought of that person and he appears in front of you? Is it me or is it the human mind? You must be wondering if I really like this person...yes I do, but now you must be thinking why am I not making it clear to him...reason being history and fear. Right now I'm not making any sense because I'm so confused, I usually am the one who advices others on their confused thoughts. I hate being in the vulnerable spot. I've always wondered if the same feelings are reciprocated, guess I will only find out if I open up to him!

Laws of Attraction

I'm not sure if everyone is aware of it, but I've only known about it for a year. The book came by me when I was going through the darkest period of my life. No job, lost inspiration to life. After so much nagging from my friend, I bought the book and started reading it. 'The Secret'. I gave it to someone else and it inspired her life...and I never got the book back...I think she loved to keep it. The book came again to my life again while I was waiting for my flight. again a time where I forgot the existence of laws of attraction...I bought it and it transformed me again...as humans we all need to be reminded that we are capable of much more...and we should 'Believe it in order to see it'. We can attract anything we want, the ingredients are inspiration, willpower and imagination. The power to your own growth lies in your own hands people. SO start practising the laws of attraction!!! You may get your dream job, the guy from your dreams or maybe rich even!

Prospective Groom

Well, I've been bottling this up for a long time. This should be a continuation to my previous post, 'Marriage?'. Well I let somebody judge me and went through the registration/application process of arranged marriage for my parents. I let them take the next step and got introduced to the prospective groom. We started chatting, and talking once in a while and my parents kept asking me everyday 'How's it going? ,Did he say anything about marriage?, Do you think we can fix the marriage date soon?' Wait, didn't we just start talking, yes I had to remind my parents that everyday. Whenever I used to talk this prospective groom of mine I used to feel this strong intution that he is not interested and he is staging the whole thing for his parents. Did it turn out to be true in the end...yes there was an end and it was true. He called me some other girls' name. I know, shouldn't a prospective groom know a prospective bride's name after a month of chatting and talking. The reaosn he has 'He has a lot of frends whose name starts with the same alphabet'. Woooo dude SO DO I! That was the end of the prospective groom.

Now you know why I say go find your own man!

Wild Streak

Does anybody know why we women cut hair or buy shoes or do anything wild? I think I have just found the answer...for women like me atleast. We control ourselves all our life...always being the perfect role model to your younger ones, responsible, selfless...with every year I've lost my real self and become too mature that I forgot to enjoy myself. It recently hit me that you need to be selfish to live your life. For those of you who are like me, go cut your hair or buy shoes or get that favourite dress you've seen on a display or get a tattoo.

I think my next wild streak is dancing...!!! Wish me good luck!

Marriage ?

I am sure all the women around the world will have something to say about marriages, expecially Indian women. I used to get freaked out if anyone mentioned marriage proposal. Being 25 and unmarried sounds unnatural to any Indian, to be more specific Keralites. I come from a family where all my aunts got married in their teens, some as early as 13 (back in 1950s) and their daughters got married when they were 18 - 20 and their kids are getting married now. I know, it makes me feel so old when my nieces are getting married.

I am at this stage and at an age where marriage is a big question mark. Do I want to get married or not? Is marriage the answer to all your questions? NO! There's a lot more in this world, so much left to explore. Marriage is just another step, a big responsiility. I am always worried whether I will marry the right guy. Life is just a big question mark right now. Too many dissappointments! That has a lot to do with going through a bad day! I wish I had my own time to find the person I want to share and spend my life with. Why does everything have to get complicated when you grow up? To all the girls out there, it's best you find your better half than leaving your choice to your parents. Atleast you do not have to go through so much ordeal, whether the groom's family liked you or not, or whether the horoscopes matched or not? People find so many reasons to say no to you, it could be your qualifications or lack of a masters degree, or it could be your height and weight, or it could be the way you smile, or it could be because you have short hair. Why do I have to go through this? No one has the right to judge me! No one's perfect!

What should I be writing about?

I am still pondering over the idea of what to write about. My foodie partner(who is literally next door with her blog and a good one with all the yummy yummy pictures and descriptions of food) suggested I start writing on movies and music. Should I or should I not? What am I passionate about? Mmm...shopping :D well every girl is...hmmm lets see what else...music, cleaning (don't get freaked out, I cannot help it, I love cleaning...putting on your old sweats, tying your hair back with a bandana, a broom in one hand and duster in the other...I do make a picture of a warrior except there are no guns or knives). Coming back to the topic what should I be writing on....there are various ranges of topics out there and so hard for me to choose. Hopefully, by end of this week I shall finalise my decision and kickstart my blog.

RR