Prospective Groom

Well, I've been bottling this up for a long time. This should be a continuation to my previous post, 'Marriage?'. Well I let somebody judge me and went through the registration/application process of arranged marriage for my parents. I let them take the next step and got introduced to the prospective groom. We started chatting, and talking once in a while and my parents kept asking me everyday 'How's it going? ,Did he say anything about marriage?, Do you think we can fix the marriage date soon?' Wait, didn't we just start talking, yes I had to remind my parents that everyday. Whenever I used to talk this prospective groom of mine I used to feel this strong intution that he is not interested and he is staging the whole thing for his parents. Did it turn out to be true in the end...yes there was an end and it was true. He called me some other girls' name. I know, shouldn't a prospective groom know a prospective bride's name after a month of chatting and talking. The reaosn he has 'He has a lot of frends whose name starts with the same alphabet'. Woooo dude SO DO I! That was the end of the prospective groom.

Now you know why I say go find your own man!

Wild Streak

Does anybody know why we women cut hair or buy shoes or do anything wild? I think I have just found the answer...for women like me atleast. We control ourselves all our life...always being the perfect role model to your younger ones, responsible, selfless...with every year I've lost my real self and become too mature that I forgot to enjoy myself. It recently hit me that you need to be selfish to live your life. For those of you who are like me, go cut your hair or buy shoes or get that favourite dress you've seen on a display or get a tattoo.

I think my next wild streak is dancing...!!! Wish me good luck!